a break from the technology.
tutus in the closet and a full pack of rainbow cigarettes by my side.
boys in and out of the picture. none with much staying power.
taking the stage. the center of attention.
then fleeing the moment I step down.

it's how i am configured.
And how I am content.
It seems to just be hard for anyone else to deal with.
But does it really happen to matter?

I also happen to be really excited to wear a new tutu for Creem City's show on Friday the 13th @ The Morgue.

how i love thee.

we decided to have a reality show.

i figured out the logistics.

now someone just needs to pick it up and love us. ha!

i mean glam rock, sex appeal, and reality tv. the american public would drool.

You have 20 - 30 designers in the beginning and they create outfits for the band (or lead singer) in the category of a theme: think extreme and bizarre like Lady Gaga, Katy Perry, Semi Precious Weapons, etc. The designs are then voted on in categories of wearability (both on and off stage), sex appeal, durability, and others tailored to concert attire. Throughout the season of the show the designers would be coming up with their ideas for the final piece.

The four remaining designers would compete for the position as stylist to the band (or lead singer) to accompany them on tour (possibility for season two: the stressors of being a stylist on tour…not just dealing with coming up with new outfits, but dealing with the drama of the band and surroundings), to dress them for photoshoots, to prepare regular designs for the band complete with accessories, to tailor designs according to the band member’s personalities, etc. The four final outfits would be judged by the band/lead singer wearing the designs on stage in four separate concerts. The design that suits the stage the best, holds up during the show, and is deemed the most bizarre and spectacular by the singer is the winner.

and brien does the hair. and i keep the outfits.

i make myself laugh. a girl can dream, right?

can you even see them? no.

and it's really starting to scare my poor little puppy.

but oh well. i've had one too many stella's anyway.

4th of july is general a lot of fun and a lot of loud noises.

might as well start before the sunsets.

playing a show in portland tomorrow with the shy ones.

yyeeeaah! be there.

and Creem City has several Seattle shows coming up...you better be there.

it's been a crazy few days.

and a lot of "you're not the love of my life...just the love of tonight" happenings.

rachel understands.

it's odd.

the one i miss...is the one that is far away and probably not the right match for me.

you never know.

xo

xo

how you traveled across the country

and how you are already leaving.

how my band is playing the Viper Room on June 28th.

how my new blue flats hurt my feet.

how you should read the rest: http://pnkrckdoll.blogspot.com/2009/05/lets-discuss.html

check this shiz out:

http://www.examiner.com/examiner/x-9839-Seattle-Local-Music-Examiner~y2009m5d1-The-Insurgence--Punk-in-Seattle
http://www.examiner.com/examiner/x-9839-Seattle-Local-Music-Examiner~y2009m5d7-Girls-Rock-Just-As-Hard-As-Guys

been listening to a lot of random led zep
motley crue
leadbelly
ryan adams
howlin' wolf
no one said it went well together
did i?

band practice tomorrow...i think?
and going over the mixes of the songs we just recorded.
hopefully the rain stops!
and playing the central on Saturday.
ya best be there.
or else...
or else....
who knows.
you'll just be another bean.

xo

so you should listen to creem city.

maybe this will work.

maybe.

i've been traipsing around seattle and loving it.

if you are around you should come join in on the antics and the chaos.

yes indeed.

boys have been coming and going, but as usual i don't trust a word they say or a breath they gasp.

prove yourself.

and look outside. it is a lovely sunny day in this rainy state.

i'll see you april 21st @ el corazon with eddie and the hot rods.

who should i interview next for shetv? i want to know who you want to see!!

xo